What to do?

Throughout my two years of school, there wasn't one single day that passed without me hoping and wishing that I would be done! The day is here and now I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. I am not saying that I miss school but one thing is for sure I really need something else to do.

All I have been doing is working. Well, I've had four days off, and starting tomorrow I work four days straight. Ummmm yeah I'm bored!!!!!!! So I actually started looking for a second job. I know this sounds crazy but I need to have less time on my hands. I am content with the fact that I have I have plenty of time to cook my food (for my diet) and I have time for my workouts. There are times where I just feel like I should enjoy the time that I have, but I have times where I feel like I'm going crazy. I have our wedding to plan, but in reality I've got everything already. I've done the searching! Now all I really need is the money, and well Raul is working on that. :)

ANYONE NEED A BABYSITTER????????????????? LOL!

Anyway has anyone seen A Beautiful Mind? That is the best movie ever, well one of the best. I've watched that movie like three times, and I can't get enough of it. I wish I could be in John Nash's shoes for one day. I know, it sounds insane, but I am always so intrigued by geniuses. Sometimes being a genius has many disadvantages, because the mind can be such a powerful thing and consume you like it did him, but again, I only want to experience what he feels for ONE DAY. I will never forget my math proffe. Ms. Lopez. at Cal State. If it wasn't for her I would probably still be struggling to pass my math classes. LOL. I've always been awful at math. I can write a 20 page paper for you, but don't ask me to work out an equation. Well, okay let me give myself some credit, I don't mind math, when I truly understand it. I like when I am so into a problem, and the numbers just spill on that paper. And when I finally get the answer, it's utter satisfaction. And I'm glad I've brushed up on my math, it's come in handy because my god daughter is learning algebra and she comes to me for help. YIKES. But it's worked because she is doing pretty good and understanding. When I get stuck I just call Raul, he is good at math. Anyway getting off my point here. blah blah blah!!!

Ms. Lopez was a bit on the weird side. But I somehow connected with her. Go figure, I must be a bit weird too. LOL. I would always find myself talking to her during our class breaks. She talked about random stuff. I always had to keep up with her because I never knew when she was going to change the subject. And there were times, when she would just look at the class and start laughing. It seemed as though she was imagining things in her head, it was weird and scary at times. She reminds me in some ways of John Nash. But it never failed I always walked away with an A or B in her class. She has this unique way of teaching, of making her students understand the material. And the best part was that she was a women of a few words when it came to explaining things, and yet it didn't take long to understand the material. She was the best!

Hmmm can you tell I'm bored, I'm trying too hard here. :) I really don't know what else to write about. Oh yeah my diet and exercise are going well. I went for an outdoor run today, it felt really good.

It's just so hard to get out of my jammies in the morning and go for that run. That is my biggest struggle. But once I get into my workout clothes, I get in the mood. And I also downloaded new work out music to my IPOD so I really enjoyed my run. I am feeling good! :)

I guess I'll go re-arrange my room. OMG I feel like I'm in High School all over again. Those are things I worried about when I was younger. I need to do something quick!