Dreams

Raul and I have been talking about the plans that will be taking place close to our wedding day. Certain conversations are about when he is going to fly into California. We are not sure if he is going to fly in a week before the wedding or three days before the wedding. It is all going to depend on weather or not we are going to attend our marital retreat a week before our wedding. I've been close to attending the retreats by myself twice already. The church here is allowing me to do it by myself but the priest in Texas won't, he wants us both there. So now we are trying to see if his mom can get something from the Priest in Mexico saying we attended the retreat. He is a family friend and I guess he might just do it. You just have to love the Catholic religion. I mean that is lying, but okay that's a whole story on it's own. Ohh and the church here will allow something in writing that says we attended the retreat somewhere else or even in another country. So it works out perfect. Personally I rather just have Raul come down a week before, attend the retreat and get things here and there taken care of. We will find out what happens this week.

So I go to bed with all the thoughts running in my head, and I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that we were at our reception and there were people there but I couldn't see there faces it was all blurry. I just remember seeing Raul's brother, sister, my mom and dad. I was panicking because Raul wasn't there yet. He was on his way ON THE BUS. WTF!! All I kept telling his brother was "see he should of listened to me, I told him to come sooner." And all his brother could say was, "don't worry he is about an hour away." It was 9:30pm and we were not able to follow the timeline for the cake cutting, toss of the garter etc. etc. I remember I kept trying to talk to the DJ and he was just ignoring me. HECK we weren't even married because for some reason we were at the reception and I don't remember being at the church in my dream. Anyway then all of a sudden I started running outside in my wedding dress and all of a sudden I see a baby just lying on the ground (yes, on the ground how sad) and she was crying. I stopped and picked her up, trying to console her. I looked at her face and she was just the cutest thing in the world with chunky little cheeks and she was really light with dark hair. I remember just holding her close to me then I just kept walking down the street. HOW WEIRD! And then I woke up!!! I woke up just tripping out and I felt like calling Raul and telling him about my dream. And I also wanted to let him know how important it is that he comes earlier. :)

I am just amazed at the crazy twist and turns that dreams make. How does a baby fit in the picture of my wedding dream. It is all just weird to me, and goes to show how fascinating the mind is.